Shame by Stabbing Westward I only see myself Reflected in your eyes So all that I believe I am Essentially are lies And everything I've hoped to be Or ever thought I was Died with your belief in me So who the hell am I? I don't know if I am real without you What is left of me without you? I don't know what's real without you HOW CAN I EXIST WITHOUT YOU? I'm wandering 'round confused Wondering why I try The more that you deny my pain The more it intensifies I pray for someone to ache for me The way I ache for you If you ignore that I'm alive I've nothing to cling to I don't know if I am real without you What is left of me without you? I don't know what's real without you HOW CAN I EXIST WITHOUT YOU? I stare into this mirror So tired of this life If only you would speak to me Or cared if i'm alive Once I swore I would die for you But i never meant like this I never meant like this No I never meant like this I don't know if I am real without you What is left of me without you? I don't know what's real without you HOW CAN I EXIST WITHOUT YOU? HOW CAN I EXIST WITHOUT YOU? HOW CAN I EXIST WITHOUT YOU?